Dream?

Sometimes I wonder why I am doing doctorate research?

I wasn't the intelligent girl while doing bachelor degree in Taiwan, and I wouldn't be upset if some of my friends are shocked by my intention to step further up in education. Before, I still remember, my youth dream is to be a beautiful housewife dressing up in pink and lace baking cake in the afternoon and waiting for smily husband's return from work in a princess-like palace. So, I wanted to be someone's wife, someone good! Who knows the right prince never appears but some ugly-hearted frogs always passed by.

Experiencing many of my friends getting married, even the relatives in same generation, why the hurry?!, sometimes I would feel the life in UK is an escape zone where I don't mind the growing of age or the burden being tartgeted in gossip. Maybe, doing a phd isn't a bad thing...

Comparing to some who albeit determined to go abroad when they were little but amend direction of life afterwards, I am quite lucky to be pushed or leaded to United Kingdom where I have regareded it as my dream wonderland, or even, my second home.

My contempary dream may remain unclear since the youth one has been expired, but I know United Kingdom is my kingdom to build the confidence, capability, and positive/active personality for the future use. To grow up, simle, is my dream.